Making decisions..!

I always wonderd, if the decision i made by going to medical school was mine. Somehow it seems to me that i'm really bad at making decisions, i find it very difficult!! ...My university started, and i am late...but i'm not missing anything importent, or so was tolled. the reason is, i haven't been to canada (m home town) in 3 and 1/2 years, and i finally got the chance to go, so i did, after alot of thinking that is. now after one week being here i kinda fel guilty, for not being there. so, i decidide to cut my holiday short. but then agian, after thinking some more, i was like...i'm finally here, and only god knows when exactlly i'll be back here again, plus my new year is about 17 months of studying...so i said: since i came this far, there's no reason for me to stop now, after all it's just another week and then i'm back!!.. but let me tell u that was really hard to make , and i still feel wierd about my decision, i guess i won't know if it was the good or the bad one, until i'm back there....oh and by the way, i'm studying in libya, soooooo!!!! i hope u know what i mean!

i guess it's just kind of difficult to make a dicision, the what you want comes with uncomfortable consequences, but i guess when u make them u have to accept them?!